the white spaces on web pages are still coming up as grey, and its one more day where i lose my battle with demotivation. my boss can see my screen from where i sit, but i don't care. after five days of spinning out my work much longer than it should last, in redoing all my filing, in checking all my emails and rereading all my blog posts, i return to swatting this one pesky fly that my slightly unhygienic but really nice cubicle sharing person has attracted.
everyone else in the world is busy, and i'm the only idiot in this bustling city who is getting paid to do nothing, and hating it.
i hate having only little insignificant things to do. i'm scared of starting them and having them finish too soon. i hate it. but not enough to actually ask for work, because this little interlude hasn't lasted long enough for me to be masochistic. its a waiting game, me and my boss playing chicken, but i'm going to break down and beg her to let me run her errands soon. someone stop me.
17 comments:
overachiever.
sounds like an ideal situation for me! put on some music, get ur self some book or learn something new (knitting would suit u nicely!!) and make the best of it. Most ppl complain for not having enough time in life to do what they want - here are getting paid to sit on ur sexy ass! aur kiya chahiyay! iss hee leeyay to mom and dad nein lums bhaija thaa :)
why dont u guyz get it, u cant go around reading books during work hours. sure ur boss know su got nothing to do, but they dont want u doing whatever the hell u want either. thats the whole bloody dilemma.
nf - i hear ya woman, im so going thru the same shit. i even took a 5 day sick leave just so tht i'd get over my boredome and work and come in refreshed with the ability to get nearly bored to death again. :-|
*big big smile* That, I shall take as a compliment
=P
careful with those compliments nf. people will start thinking you might actually have a heart.
oh and thanks.
: )
nf - dude did u just delete ur last entry or is it that the damn cache is being a pain again? :-|
ditto above scrap... that LATIN title wannnabe-cool-blogger attempt of urs!!!
hmMm my comment got eaten up in blogdom
sasha, i was making fun of your blog, but apparently the cosmos doesn't want me to mock the newspaper clipping service you call a blog
oh well
i don't like the story end, its too cliched, too alias. i'm going to sit on it, post it later when its readable.
sorry folks.
nf - someone pressed the repeat button on our lives and forgot all about it. theres hardly anything that happens in our lives now, that hasnthappened in anyone elses before. :-| life it self is cliched :-| what the hell am i going on about? i dunno, i had a great day, lol, mebbe thats why.
hopefully nexxt time round we'll see a "that's all folks!" :-P
mr. momekh (i feel i have to be as polite in addressing you) i have already answered your comment sometime back on some post in my blog, just scroll through and find it :D
BL you pretty much summed up the current philosophy of my life.
(this ones for you BL:) ibbettay ibbettay ibbetay thats all folks
momekh - repeat coz, isnt it the same stuff thats been happening since day one of humankinds existance? everything. even that which we learn as we age and think: OH MY GAWD THE WORLD IS SO MESSED UP *NOW*. IT WASNT SO WHEN WE WERE YOUNG. That which we categorize as "messed up" has always existed too. the rise and fall of civilizations?
and to answer ur first question... im a CS major working as a field supervisor in a marketing firm. i like variety :-D My dad was right tho, once u start working, studies become boring. I just want to get OVER with my degree, coz therez hardly anything they can teach me i dont alreayd know about my major :-|
right, so this was supposed ot be a one line answer, but it isnt, coz its me, and i cant answer in less than 26 words. or so someone once said. lol.
LUCY HO *GAY* TUM KHUD TDH! :P
heh, nf, for a sec i thought u had started talkin latin again :-D
thaaat's alll folks!
just read the newly baptised name for my blog "nes clipping service".
The beauty of the blog is the very fact that It becomes what you want it to become. People use it to vent out their inner frustrations, communicate with the world, raise political awareness, showcase their writing abilities and poetic talents, poke fun, slander, and the list goes on and on....
my blog only takes on a personal tone when i feel personally bare enough to write on it. This usually happens when either the cosmos kicks me to hard on the ass and i have to sit and wait for the stars to disappear or when im so high and so drunk that i accidentally run head first into the wall. Other than these times, Its supposed to be me speaking whatver is on my mind, 99percent of which is what is happening around me in the world - nothing original - its happening im writing. :)
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